Friday, September 29, 2006

What the F**k

I've written 6 unpublished posts since I last posted, bear with me darlings.

MM invited me out to dinner the other night. He had mentioned a friend who was in town that he wanted me to meet. I tried to probe into the identity of this "friend" but he remained elusive.

When I arrived at the restaurant MM behaved as if it was a meeting by chance and introduced me as an acquaintance that he "used to help but does not help anymore," at this I struggled to suppress a look of surprise. As I wasn't briefed and had no idea what to expect, I went along with it.
He went on to suggest that his friend and I go clubbing together, without him, since he wasn't into big city nightlife. Huh??
Is this his attempt to pass me on to his friend as a sugarbaby? Or just some sort of test?
I agreed to give his friend directions to wherever he may like to go, and possibly show him if he needed additional help.

He will explain the purpose of this awkward evening tonight.
I feel as though something has changed. I can't quite put my finger on it, maybe he's acquired a new sugarbaby or has reconciled with his wife... Something is awry. My temporary solution is to show him the new sex toys I've bought, and play all night.

In the meantime, I have begun to look for another sugar daddy. In the midst of my search, I got an email from Tom who stood me up because I didn't give him a number. Shall have him take me to the most expensive restaurant in town to discuss our potential mutually rewarding relationship? That would be most appropriate.